Can I be a kid again?

So, I went to therapy yesterday and I just went over the basics on Social Anxiety really. And what to do to get over it. She thinks I might have to take pills to get over it, which I don’t want and do want. 

I just want to be social and not care what people think. God, I remember when I was a little kid and how I wanted to grow up. Now that I’m growing up, I just want to be a little kid again. When everything was easy. You didn’t really need to worry about grades, and you just got to have fun. Nobody judged you. Life was just so easy.